maybe I just miss the sunshine

I remember having perfect days
at the zoo, when it was sunny
at the coffee shop, when it was quiet
in my bed when, it was warm.

Now I just wish for a break through
(just even a teeny tiny one).
For a perfect day, to be able to picture myself in the future;
Instead of being crushed by bank slips
and copies and sickness and headaches
with no end in sight.